Tuesday, July 31, 2007
deleted a long entry i juz typed...
cuz i can forsee a big storm coming if i posted it
keep quiet ba.. remain as the betrayer..
m not gd at words so i'll never win in an arguement
so i shall not bother to explain myself...
later yue miao yue hei
11:48 PM,
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Saturday, July 28, 2007
i hate it.. i dun wanna care but it anymore...
leave me alone
i wan my problem-free days back
sian
half 3 quarter
2:39 AM,
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it's so irony.. how ppl appreciate u for what u did for them, but forget all tt u've done in an instant n be blinded by ur faults once u fail to meet their expectations...
2:24 AM,
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Friday, July 27, 2007
i've dyed my hair!!!!
supposed to be violet as base color with golden brown highlight..
turned out red with brown highlight..
not obvious at all (but i told the person tt i dun wan too daring colours lah XD
jang~~
no photo
hmmmm sometimes i feel really tired of life... both phisically n mentally... so many things n problems to worry about... i really hate growing up.. i wanna be tt young innocent n carefree girl i used to be... i missed tt me... no worries, juz studies... life becomes complicated as u grow older... many problems can be prevented, but instead, these problems emerge n become complicated .. n den these problems pile up n they suffocates me..
y cant everything be simple... if onli ppl are more understanding, n always put others b4 self.. if onli ppl dun complicate matters...
im so tired of living my life tt i wanna juz heck care everything.. but i cnt.
how i hope there's a master reset button, so tt i can prevent all problems from arising.. but the cruelty of life is tt wad's done can never be undone again.. so i'll juz have to move on n geng thru all these..
p.s: dun worry, im not having suicidal thoughts. its dumb to even think tt im having suicidal thoughts
2:42 AM,
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
| Your Birthdate: December 28 |
You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it.
You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter!
You are very prone to love - hate relationships.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6
You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month. |
this is pathetic.. ONE true love, 6 HEART BREAKS...
pathetic
1:40 AM,
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Friday, July 20, 2007
i feel so reluctant to update my blog everytime cuz i'm lazy to type T.T till things n happenings accumulate to an extent tt i forget most of it, tts when i start blogging, n den i realise i have nothing much to write as i've forgotten most of it XD
u get my drift?
ok nvm
went for SIM UOL orientation n it was fun! made lotsa frens XD jan sherm n i were in the most ridiculous outfit u can ever imagined.. TPJC hse tshirt n pants.. gosh kill me.. i feel lik such a fashion idiot.. but hengily, i was not the onli one, sherm n jan were wearing tt too :)
we got got into OG4 n i realise tt most of the ppl there r from JCs.. anyway, we had 25 ppl in the grp n we played games n so on.. quite fun.. BUT!!! B-U-T BUT!!! there was this game where the game masters accused us of cheating(indeed we were) n we had tp think of a forfeit.. someone suggested gulping down a WHOLE BOTTlE of mineral water.. our dear shermaine den went ' ok loh!'
damn... I SWEAR tt i wld have peed on tt spot if anyone hit my tummy.. GOSH.. everyone was patting their tummies n groaning.. funny sight though XD quite a cute n bonded bunch :)
after tt, the 3 of us n a couple of gals from our OG went New York New York for lunch :)
Speaking bout NYNY.. ppl, u all shld go n try their soup sometime.. THEIR MUSHROOM SOUP IS A MUST TRY!!! it may look weird at 1st, but it TASTE GOOD!!!!
and please share the soup with at least 2 other ppl(strongly advised)
cuz the size of the soup is equivalent to the serving of ramen at ajitsen!! no kidding! the garlic bread, not onli huge, they give 2 SLICES!!!
gosh... all for onli $6.90!!
ok wad else.. oh ya.. last week i did bar at sketches.. ewww it was horrendous T.T
did bar again on mon n it was much better..
BUT!!!!! i scalded my fingers!!! touched a super super super duper hot plate tt they juz took out from the pizza oven!!!! my reaction time was 3secs.. by tt time, i was so painful tt i wanted to juz release it but was afraid of breaking the plate(T.T)
so placed it nicely on the bar table n den screamed in pain.. GOSH! the pain was really..... lasted a few hours.. the pain was on n off.. when it starts, my mind juz went blank n i was screaming in my head.. GOSH! felt so handicapped after tt..
auntie was so nice to me tt she made me cry T.T her body aches but she still wans to help me do all my work n help me wash the bar(v tiring job).. auntie i love u!! sherm saw n dumbily cried too lol T.T
ok wad else.. OH!!!
I DROVED A MANUAL CAR DURING CIRCUIT TRAINING!!! FUNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!! I LOVE DRIVING!!!!
(mumbles*step onb clutch, gear 1~~~)
wad else... hmmmmm... really forgot many things le XD working split shift tml (12-3,6-11).. but cant slp!! share go watch a bit of drama 1st heh xD
oh ya, harry potter was quite a disappointment.. i din even rmb watching the movie.. unlike the previous ones, i was so high bout the movie tt i went researching n collecting stuff of the movie XD
somemore, there was a really really corny part.. those hu watched will noe HAHAHAHAH!!!! shall not say anything n be a spoiler xD
I LOVE RON AND THE WEASLEY TWINS!!!!
GOSH! so funny tt part XD hahaha kk tts all for now!!! hope tml they plan me station.. v long never kope tips le T.T
OK! adios!
2:33 AM,
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Thursday, July 19, 2007
| Your Heart Is Green |
Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out.
When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life.
Your flirting style: Laid back
Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking
Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm
What you bring to relationships: Balance |
| You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy |
When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch
Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.
From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.
And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide. |
| You Are A Professional Girlfriend! |
You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.
If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.
You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy. |
-___-" HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
| You Are An ISFJ |
The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
In love, you express your emotions through actions.
Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!
At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.
How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut |
| You Are a Friendly Flirt! |
You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone.
And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly.
You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls.
And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick! |
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
| Your Seduction Style: Au Natural |
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. |
| You Failed Your Driver's Test |
You only got 6/10 correct.
If you have a driver's license, it needs to be revoked! |
SHOOT!! i'm taking my Basic Theory Test in a few hours time!!
| The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
What Your Sleeping Position Says
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You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Cranky and a big baby
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You are a light sleeper
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12:01 AM,
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